December 2011
Alright mom,
you fucking pushed it way too far now. You called me a fucking hoe just cause I hang out with older guys? The fuck is this shit. They’re fucking called friends. You tell me I have sex with other guys? Uh no. That’s not even fucking cool at all. I’m not a fucking thirsty bitch and plus, I don’t want to get fucking diseases. So fucking think again. Ugh, I can’t fucking...
My parents
like to push my damn buttons. Just cause I fucking go out, doesn’t mean I’m gonna spend my damn money. You say I’m gonna go broke and shit when I’m taking care of money more than dad. The fuck is this bullshit? You guys yell at me either way for staying at home and doing nothing or go out. Just wait, one day you guys will push it too far and I’ll fucking move out and...
If I fail this,
I’ll feel like I wasn’t good enough and then my self-esteem/confidence = -1000
Sigh..
@decowlywho is making me miss the bay more and more. Fuck. Must save up by summertime.
Nothing to do
It’s almost 2am and I’m not even tired at all. I guess today is the day where I pull an all nighter. LOL. Maybe I’ll go watch Spirited Away. Someone care to join or keep me company? [:
Stress.
I just noticed I tend to stress over A LOT of things. I didn’t even realize it until some people started pointing it out and told me that I need to relax. I wish I could, but I just somehow can’t. Maybe I just need to get away from Virginia in general. Someone buy me a ticket back to the bay area please.
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Lasting Relationship.
Yeah, Everyone wants it, & Me, Honestly, I want us to last. I just don’t want to have a great couple of months with you and then it’s over, I don’t want to experience the feelings of being lost and hurt all over again. I just wanna be with you all the time, No matter what happens, No matter what challenges, or how hard our situation is, We”ll keep fighting for our love.
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Eh.
I sometimes hate questioning myself and making all these negativity thoughts come down at me all at once. It’s just weird how I tend to isolate myself from people I love the most and ignore them. I also hate the fact that I can’t even take my own advice when everyone else comes to me for advice or I just have that feeling of knowing that something’s wrong. Tonight was probably...
If a girl is silent, it's dangerous.
xnikkibaby:
They’re either, about to blow up, needs a hug, falling apart, crying inside or all of the above.